Monday, June 25, 2007

Flicking

Flicking towels in the kitchen against each other is an integral part of living with people. So it's nice to come home to that sort of activity. And mad dancing. And smoking. And opening up a bottle of `04 Bin 28 Penfolds Shiraz and quaffing it down like you're 16 and it's sangreia on a Saturday arvo.

Spent a great weekend with the good folk in Springwood in the Blue Mountains. Family never looked so good.

Friday, June 22, 2007

The solstice of fun


Got up early and went for a swim in Lake Burley Griffith. Crazy cold, crazy fun. I'm the second from the left. T'was 8am and 8 degrees.

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Who's an ass?

Jim Carey is my new hero. Conan doesn't know shit. See here.

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Whose humps?

and I always thought she was kinda boring...

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

An open declaration of fear and despair

Just in case Wendy invites me to her party. Why I am not going. Even though I have plans, why I couldn’t . I shouldn’t .

Even though a lot of my friends will be there. Ones who would support me and take care off me. Why I wouldn’t go.

Because I don’t want to see her happy. Because I don’t want to think about her moving on. Because I haven’t moved on myself. I won’t. I can’t yet. It’s only been 7 weeks. After 18 months, 7 weeks is not a long time.

Because I need to look after myself. Because I’m very fragile at the moment. I have a hard enough time with just thoughts of her in my head. I don’t think visual images or actually being near her would help. At all. It would only make things worse.

I still miss her. I wish we could talk. I wish things were better. But they’re not. And I need to get over her and move on, to feel better. And that will come. But only if I don’t have to think about her. And going to her birthday party would not be the way to do that.


(update)
Bahh. The so-and-so didn't invite me anyway. What did I expect? To be treated like a friend?

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Ice on my seat

There was ice on my bike seat tonight. At the tender time of 10pm. Crazy.

Looks to be more fun just around the corner. Met Gabrielle at Wig and Pen on Friday, and was inundated with unexpected company in the form of Royd, Masa, Glen and Obelia. A long day with John Manton doing free stuff, followed by poker with Gab and Ryan on Saturday.

Sunday I watched the Pirates of the Crapibbean. T'was almost excruciating, I could hardly care about it. Monday was a bummer of a day until I got out of the house and looks around. Nice city. Too cold though.

I am going spare on all this new music lying around me which I've sudden woken up to. Have had Chinese Translation by M.Ward flowing through my head all day.

Monday, June 4, 2007

Re-cap

I'm gonna try recap what I've been up to over the weekend. I guess it involved some drinks Friday night at uni pub and a very early night. Saturday was good fun kicking around the house, some really exciting maths discussions with John Manton, and a house interview with Steph.

Then the eagerly anticipated drinks on Sat night again putting me to sleep early. Sunday was recovery mode with Mas over for more soup. That guy must be getting sick of it by now...